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Freedom from Nicotine - The Journey Home

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Chapter 5: Packing for the Journey Home

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Pack a Positive Attitude

A pair of scissors cutting the 't off of can't to make it can.

Can we make ourselves miserable on purpose? No doubt about it.

Throughout our lives we've experienced worry, fear, anger, and irritability, only to find out later that our emotions were totally unnecessary as our concern failed to occur.

Always dreaming that today would be my last day as a user, the greatest source of self-inflicted anxiety in my entire life was caused by my failure to understand, and the inability to control, my addiction.

Not a "real" drug addict, how could I overcome something that I refused to admit existed? While I constantly thought about stopping, reaching for that next fix was vastly easier and faster.

Sadly, when it came to recovery, I was a walking, talking failure.

What I couldn't then appreciate was that I always had the ability to turn fear and dread into excitement, that recovery understanding and a can-do attitude are seeds that allow it to happen.

I could have assured my impulsive mind that there was absolutely nothing to fear, that coming home and healing is good and wonderful, not bad. Instead, I was doing the exact opposite.

Try this. Picture a board on the ground that's 18 inches wide and 50 feet long. Now, picture yourself easily and repeatedly walking its entire length of the board, over and over again.

Now, picture the same board suspended between two skyscrapers, fifty stories up. What are the odds of walking its length now without falling? Not good.[1]

A man walking on boards between building 50 stories up

Recovery is totally grounded. Why allow false fears to consume and destroy our dreams?

The choice of which board to walk is totally yours. Attitude can either escalate and fuel fears, or serve as a calming influence that relaxes and reassures.

Why not choose freedom over bondage, happy over depressed, success over failure? Why not invite your subconscious to pick honesty, healing, and safety over lies, toxins, and disease?

Why allow resolve, commitment, and success to be controlled by dependency induced doubt, anxiety, and fear? Why heap layer upon layer of anxiety icing on recovery's now squashed cake?

Do you remember when you first learned to swim and found yourself in water over your head? Did you panic? I did. Would I have panicked if I'd been a skilled swimmer?

The more knowledgeable and skilled we become, the easier and calmer recovery will be.

Yes, there may be a few waves along the way. But why fear their arrival? Why not relax and float, or do the backstroke, until your swimming skills are needed?

Imagine a positive attitude becoming your subconscious's teacher, in sharing the truth about the beauty of arriving home. Imagine confident honesty convincing your subconscious to fight on the side that's right.

Encourage your subconscious to take its finger off of the button controlling your body's fight or flight panic response. Help it understand that what needs to be feared is your dependency, and nicotine finding its way back into your bloodstream, not the long-overdue healing associated with ending use.

Why adopt an attitude that resists bringing wanting to an end? What harm is there in inviting this temporary journey of re-adjustment to become your most amazing period of self-discovery ever?

Why pretend that the board is too high, the swim too hard, or that there are monsters or demons where none exist?

Reflect on how repeatedly telling yourself that recovery "is too hard," "endless," or "nearly impossible," would tend to eat away at freedom's dreams and desires.

Reflect on how a positive can-do attitude would reassure your subconscious and help diminish self-induced stress, worry, anxiety, panic, anger, and depression.

Why not allow your dreams to feel the influence of celebrating each moment of freedom, each challenge overcome?

Picture a plugged-in lamp but without a light bulb. The power switch is turned off. Pretending only, intentionally stick your finger into the bulb's socket and leave it there. Now picture all of your still active subconscious nicotine feeding cues being wired directly into the lamp's on-off switch.

If we expect to soon encounter another use cue and anxiety episode, but we don't know when, what will leaving our finger in the socket all day do to our nerves? Would it keep us on edge?

Will a constant sense of anticipation anxiety have us lashing-out at anyone entering the room? Will we feel like crying? Will worry and concern keep us from concentrating on other things? Will it wear us down and drain our spirit?

Conversely, what if we know that when a shock occurs that it will always be tolerable, that no crave episode will ever harm us, cut us, burn us, or make us bleed?

What if we know that episodes will almost never be longer than the time it took us to smoke a cigarette?

What if we know that there's a valuable prize at the end, extinguishing another use cue, and return of another aspect of life? What if we know that the only path to fully reclaiming our life is to extinguish all of our use cues?

Honesty, confidence, understanding, and attitude can make the time and distance between challenges more relaxed. Alternatively, we can allow our thinking to become so infected by fear, doubt, and negativism that it becomes the instrument of defeat.

Instead of intense focus upon any anxiety felt when the light switch is briefly turned on, why not focus on learning how to fully relax during the massive amount of time that the switch is off?

If we keep feeding ourselves the thought that recovery is too hard, should we be surprised when our emotions make us feel that it is?

Lady holding and ripping a piece of paper on which the word impossible was written so as to make a new word: possible

Why feed our mind failure? Why fear the swim and needlessly worry when some of us are not even in the water yet? Why fuel the impulsive mind in breeding powerful negative anxieties?

Fight back with reason, logic, and dreams. Look forward with confidence while knowing that nicotine will no longer define who you are. You, not a chemical, will now control your remaining time here on earth.

Embrace recovery as a wonderful journey back to the rich, deep, and tranquil inner calm that resided inside our mind before nicotine first arrived.

Permit yourself to grow stronger, not weaker. Let honesty answer addiction's chatter. Picture your brain and tissues healing, extra money in your pocket, extra time to spend it, and more bounce in each step.

While true that only action, not thought, can rob us of victory, why allow a negative attitude to invite failure? Why not marvel in the glory of taking back your mind.



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References:

1. Coue, E, Self Mastery through Conscious Autosuggestion, Malken Publishing Co., Inc., 1922.




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